The world is full of symbols, if we want to look. Those geese gave me comfort.
Last Wednesday we said goodbye to the much-loved husband of my sister, father of her boys; brother-in-law to three of us, uncle to my daughter.
Driving from South Devon towards the town in North Devon for the funeral, the first murmuration of starlings that I've seen this year split into two interconnecting sine waves just over our heads as we pulled in to the crematorium.
Afterwards, at the wake, another sister happened to mention that as she drove in the opposite direction from us to the crematorium, for the first time in years in her local area she saw a ball of hundreds of starlings cartwheeling in front of her.
|Wikimedia Commons; Tony Hisgett, Birmingham UK|
On Friday morning I opened the front door, and immediately an acorn landed at my feet. A micro-second later there was a second small plop-thump, and a twig from the same oak landed beside the acorn – with a goldfinch still attached, eyes and claws tightly clenched shut but wings splayed. Like a small Icarus it lay immobile in a shower of red, gold and black at my feet.
I'd been about to walk my daughter's dog, but instead, picked the finch up and with said daughter's help gently unclenched its feet and removed the twig, then tucked the bird into my T-shirt. Its small shivers were tiny electric currents passing through us both. Having not yet meditated that morning, I sat by the open French door by the lamp and did so.
Thirty minutes later, I lifted and opened my hands, and the goldfinch sped out and over the hedge, with one backward trill.
I'm at an outdoor retreat centre having a meeting with the director. In one of the meadows they've built a stone circle.
Within the stone circle they've acquired a small circular oak grove. The director tells me that he had no idea how this had happened, until one winter in the circle he saw a jay digging up an acorn it had presumably planted previously.
Yesterday a friend told us this story:
The hummingbird has no prey, and no predator. Its joy is nectar, and in the feeding on nectar from flowers it also pollinates the plant.
The hummingbird – tiny as it is – migrates from Guatemala to Alaska annually.
How does it do this?
It does this by not thinking it's impossible.
Is this a true story? It might be. It might not be. It might be both. That doesn't matter.